Howling

A night sky full of cries
Hearts filled with lies
The contract - is it worth the price?
A soul pledged to the darkness
Now I’ve lost it
I know I can kill
The truth exists beyond the gates

Tears flowed from my shut eyes
The fragments of reason and blood are repeatedly eaten away at

I don’t want anything anymore
(My exposed feelings around Turn round)
I don’t feel the way as before
(Gang Bang Son of a gun)

In the rift between our two entwined chests
You only desire this parched body of mine

With dirtied fingertips, I pour into the night
Prying you open until you shred
Within a light slumber, my thoughts that have peeled off creak
If just about anything might erase everything now

Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows

While being beaten upon by the incessantly pouring rain
I bored my nails deeply into your back that I cling onto

I don’t need anything anymore
(No one else can take my place)
I don’t see the way as before
(Ive been lost without a trace)

As if obstructing someone’s touched dream from continuing
My heart was closed off

With dirtied fingertips, we embraced each other many times
Reeling you in aimlessly
My faint memories still blot through my remaining wounds
Even if everything that I gained is a mistake

With the power that awakes every time when I lose it

These dirtied wings pour into the night
Prying you open until you shred
Within a light slumber, my thoughts that have peeled off creak
If just about anything might erase everything now

Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Give me sight to see inside
Im calling
Take a bite night by night
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows

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Innocent Sorrow

From this gaping wound in my chest flows pain in the dark
Dissolving the love that binds each instant together

Thrashing with a fever from which I cannot awake, I can’t even hear the last voice

Don’t cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh…
Softly touch my upraised palms, never…until the end

Fragile wishes like the sand that spills over, close to the light
Your face is closed, blurred by the tears that never dry up

My prayers pierce deeply through the cracks of my fingers

Don’t cry, how much endless pain and sorrow
Could I have saved you from? Oh…
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end
Release it, so far away

With these wings of life, I long for the time of rebirth

Don’t cry, when I held you tight enough to break
You trembled, oh…
Softly touch my upraised palms

I’ve been searching for an unfading miracle called you
Touch me harder with your hands, ever and never end

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Happy 2nd anniversary Yo-ji! Sobrang saya ko pero hindi ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin :blush: .

Bondat nanaman kami kahapon sa Rai Rai Ken, akala ko nga makakapag merienda pa kami kaso nung pauwi na kami eh busog parin kami. Yakimeshi, Mixed Teppan, Ebi Sushi, California maki~ *Om nom nom nom~* sarap :hypno:

Hehe takaw namin grabe! Kahit ata araw araw namin kainin yan eh hindi kami magsasawa. Nakakainis lang kasi may “weaboo” sa kabilang lamesa. Bleh~!

Tuwang tuwa si Yoj nung nakita namin na nandun pa yung Tako (octopus) na cellphone holder sa store na pinuntahan namin last week. Parang bata yung smile nya nung binigay ko sa kanya yun. Nakakainlove :loveeyes: hehehe.

Nakita namin si Raemon Hooooooo!! (Hard Gay Razor Raemon Sumitani) nung hapon, nagpapicture daw siya kasi kailangan sa trabaho. Nung pauwi naman kami eh kapatid nya naman yung nakita namin. Attack of the clones!

Balak namin sa July 25th eh sa bahay naman kami. Nood nalang siguro nung mga binili naming dvds na hindi pa namin napapanood. Syempre mag papa-pixel ulit ako sa kanya ng design para sa Animal Crossing sa NDS . Thanks dun sa Momo-shirt na ginawa mo, labyuuuu!!! hooooo!!!

Pupunta ako kina Macky sa sabado, tuturuan ko sya ng mga photoshop techniques na natutunan ko dito sa opisina. Tsk tsk tsk, shower daw muna ako bago ako pumunta eh *yuck parang broke back*. Hehehe! Yayayain ko narin lahat ng Bugois para at least kahit minsan naman eh makumpleto kami.

May “Delorean” na ulit sa greenhills! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!~ Sana suweldo na ulit!

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Thank God I’m done with the task that my boss gave me last April. I spent 1 1/2 month editing each template/design/layout and shipping/payment descriptions of more than 300 items in eBay! Ngaaaaaaaar!

Now I can start making different designs (wallpapers, wordpress and blog layouts, cellphone themes/skins, and Nintendo DS skins) for Salt and Pepper Designs, a web design service by me and Yoj.

By the way, this keeps me busy aside from work. I’m PROUD to be an R4DS owner!!!

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LOL!

Hoy Benjo, Nico! Post nyo to sa blog nyo! Hehehe!

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Hmmmmmmm andito na sa office ang mga big boss namin~, kawawa kami! Bawas yosi, bawas tambay sa baba ng office, bawas kulitan, bawas manyakan (kahit halos lahat kami lalaki) at di ko na madadala DS ko sa office… Ang pinakabadtrip pa dun eh hindi muna kami makakapag 4chan! NO WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!

Pinanood namin ni Yoj kanina yung Suicide Club. Taeng pelikula yan, baliw talaga ang mga hapon! hehe!

Sabi ni Yoj malaki na daw si Momo-tard este Momotaro… Miss ko na sya… huhu sorry baby kelangan magtrabaho ng daddy mo kaya jan ka muna sa mommy mo…

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Wala lang, upload ko lang pictures ni Momotaro at iba pang “babies” ko :P.

Namimiss ko na si Momo, syempre pati si Yoj, pero sobrang busy sa trabaho. Pero ayos lang sulit naman eh, iba talaga pag mahal mo yung trabaho mo.

Ngayong March ko lang naalala na nag-install pala si Yoj ng Wordpress dun sa bago kong blog, kaya eto hanap ng matitinong plug-ins at edit ng maraming graphics para masaya~.

Salt & Pepper Designs <--- Yeshhhhh malapit na mataposss~ Yey!!!

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